A friend’s dad died last night and a few weeks ago my brother-in-law’s 18 yr old brother died.
Death is every where and it scares me. I can’t imagine losing someone that I love.
My miscarriage in 2008 devastated me ad I’d only know that entity for a couple of months.
What would I do if I lost a parent or sibling or child or husband?
Would I be numb and act like everything was ok? Would I wail and cry and waste away in bed?
How would/will I react?
Sometimes, I feel so disconnected from others and I wonder how strong my emotions for them are…..
I just pray I don’t lose anyone…..


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